did you see that?!?

2010-09-27T03:45:00.001+08:00

http://gmanythingstosay.tumblr.com/
I actually started to blog again. Wonder who'll realise.

2010-03-10T01:02:00.003+08:00

Its 1am right now. and i dont feel sleepy. this isomia thing is awesome. i can not be tired until 10am the next day.dota dota dota.

long time since blog. now its dead. but still. wouldnt help to type something once in a while.

I've been having times where i'm deep in thought. weird. but i'm just stoning off. I cant help but feel sometimes that i'm not accepted. it'll wear off.

Played soccer today. so long nvr play with bryan kamran all. so shiok. i think i improved=) Couldnt dribble past them last time. now it seems easy. Maybe i have the omposture and confidence now. Its great.

That'll all about i can think off.

bye~

Maybe i do lack confidence in myself. But i'll prove myself. Soon.

2010-01-21T10:22:00.002+08:00

This blog is really dead. but i woke up this morning with this nagging feeling. and i cant stop thinking about it. School really sucks at the moment.

on a side note. WHY HAVEN ACCEPT!!! =(

2009-09-08T02:54:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
LAO DA HERE~~~!!!
ok,abit funny, hi-5
this for my xiaodi , haha
really nth to do, wah
everyone playing dota!!
can die..
dying soon.
she could be my princess and i could be her prince

WOOHOO~!
BYE PPL!

2009-09-08T02:50:00.002+08:00

I;m at a chalet now. and ive nvr been more bored in my life so i decided to blog!
Status report
Poon-Asleep
Esther-Asleep
Lao Da- Staring at how i'm typing this post
Ajit- Dota
Chee Dak- Dota
Brandon- Dota(MY LAPTOP!!!)
Keng- Dota

Done with that, i'm still kinda bored and i really dunno what to post about.
k Bye~

2009-07-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

My mechanics is just bullshit man. Nothing much to talk about here.
Went to watch the AYG last game for singapore today. My freaking exam ended at 5pm and the match started at 5pm. SIAN. Luqman and Wen qiang was supposed to meet me at5.30 at lavander. I reached at 5.27pm and there came at 5.45=.= I from dover summore! HAH. Those guys are always late man. No surprise i guess. ESP luqman.
reached the stadium at 50 Mins pass start of game or so. 2-0 China winning Singapore. Well, there goes singapore's face. haha. Lost all 3 matches. Sian ah.My brother and Bradly came after that.
Waited for brandon after that, took pictures and talked for a bit. Brandon gave me his bottle! Yonex sia. Yonex sponsor AYG soccer matches, like weird ah. Wanted to go buy my consession after that, but realises it would be closed so i din bother. Went to tampines to eat at food court as halal boy luqman needed halal food. Haha. Nice to see Luqman and Wen qiang haven change. One still as cockster as ever, the other as stone as ever. Good times man. Nothing much after that, We just went home. Must admit, i really enjoyed today. laughed and much.=)
I have a freaking electronics exam in 17 hours and i need to start now! Thanks Wen qiang for teaching me about K-map. Glad to know your tp course and my sp course got same module=) We can study together alrd. Woohoo.
A side note, I really feel like freestyling all of a sudden. But i gotta study.
Bye~

2009-06-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

WENT FOR THE AYG MATCH WITH SINGAPORE VS THAILAND TODAY. IT WAS AWESOME. GOT ACTION!
Onli problem is, Singapore got owned. Thailand's counter attack was superb must admit. Nvm, it was a nice game. And thailand has sportsmanship. GOOD.
BRANDON WAS SO CLOSE TO SCORING MAN! WHAT A WASTE. ITS OKAY. HE'LL RISE UP. I KNOW=)

2009-06-14T00:40:00.003+08:00

A week has almost passed and i have practically done nothing? Slacking like siao la. I really need to study alrd. OH and my blog lack pictures, seriously. so i wan try put some now. maybe a few pics i took when Brandon and Bradly came my house! Haha.

HAHA. AND brandon said, 'Now i know why girls like to take pictures of themselves.' We were having fun with my webcam.
Oh and, Here's some free publicity. BRANDON IS ON THE MILO POSTER! PPL WHO WANTS TO SELL IT FOR HIGH PROFIT, SHOULD GET IT NOW. HE'LL BE FAMOUS ONE DAY=)
Okay. shall stop here
Bye~

2009-06-06T21:19:00.001+08:00

STAYING AT HOME IS SOOOO BORING! Yet, i'm so lazy to leave my house. haha=) hmm.. There, i posted.

2009-05-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

Today was a long day, woke up at 6 and went to sch. Had lessons until 5. So boring. But with the usual stupidity of Ajit esp, It passed moderately fast. Nothing worth mentioning happened i guess. Except during the last lesson which was the autocad computer lesson. I GOT PUNK'ED BY THE FEAKING TEACHER! He's cool though, gotta admit that. 'Only if you get caught!' Haha. A cockster man.

Went to BOON LAY after that to watch a movie. Watched Angels and Demons. DAMN LONG MOVIE. But is damn nice sia. Alot of 'OMG WHATS GONNA HAPPEN NEXT' kinda scences. And i kinda like those investigative shows/movies like these ah. GIves the thrill. Nice movies are coming up too. Terminator, Drag me to hell(even the trailer scared me=.=) Transformer 2 and night at the musuem 2. AIYAH is alot ah. I now lack of money alrd.

Need to buy.. new shoes(sneakers or some sorts), new home slippers(fucking dog) and a tuner. I'm developing a hate for dogs alrd=.=

Back to the topic. Took the train all the way from boon lay back to pasir ris after the movie. Only consolation? Train was kinda empty=) Means i had a long and quiet ride back. I dont mind that ah. Haha. Reached home at 10.30+ and i just bathed finish. Need to sleep soon i guess. Nothing to do much also. Goodnight~

Bye~

2009-05-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

I've been having irritational mood nowdays. So right here, i apologize to anyone i've offended. It really getting on my nerves though. My fucking house has like 10 ppl in it alrd, and i cant take it. I feel as though i dont even have enuf space for myself anymore. I mean, i never had to wait so long just to use the bathroom. New relatives keep coming over to stay at my house. I hardly have space alrd. And, for FUCK's sake, they have no fucking idea whats privacy. That cousin of mine just WALKS into my fucking room like its her own godamn rooom, and asks to borrow my phone. As pissed as i was, i din show it of course. And coming to my room to tell me that she'll use my desktop for her office work? WTF? BEST fucking part? She's a fucking smoker. Although she doesnt really smoke in the house, the leftover smoke smell is fucking horrendous. I HATE CIGGERETTES. OR HOW EVER TO SPELL I DONT GIVE A FUCK. I saw her packet of sticks and had this urge to just wet it and throw it away.
I CANT TAKE IT OKAY? I WANNA MOVE OUT OF THIS DAMN HOUSE ALRD.

AND THE FUCKING DOG WAS BARKING AND MAKING FUCKING NOISY SOUNDS ALL TEH WAY TILL 3 AM IN THE MORNING! CHEE BAI LA KNN KAO PEH NA BEI. FUCK I SWEAR IF I HAD THE CHANCE I'D KILL THAT DOG. I'M SERIOUS. AS I';M TYPING RIGHT NOW MY EMOTIONS ARE NEAR TO EXPLODING INSIDE OF ME. MY STRING AND USEAGE OF VULGAR HAS NEVER BEEN THIS EXTREME.
I HAVE A LACK OF PRIVACY ALRD. I even have to worry before i check my email or something these few days. And i never leave my msn alone. Things i buy like my soya bean drink, oh my most loved drink disappear like crazy just after i buy it and leave it in the refridgerator to chill. AND FUCK SIA I DIN EVEN DRINK. I WAN MY OWN GODAMN HOUSE LA. WHERE I CAN CHOOSE WHO LIVES IN IT, ARGH.

Enough of FUCKED UP stuff. My weekend was busier than usual i guess. And i offended someone on msn in the wee morning. I'm sorry, guess i got a little worked up. But i was really.. irritable at that part so.. yea. Its my fault okay? wow. I've been telling ppl not to emo so I"M NOT GONNA BE SAD OR ANYTHING. 'GET ON WITH LIFE AND DONT GIVE A FUCK TO ANYTHING THAT'S IN YOUR WAY' Is what i'll say for the moment.

Though i'm not sure when i'll explode. I'll be hoping i dont. So should the ppl i my house right now. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. okay, except my brother. he knows his limits=) pray hard ppl in my house. You wont like it if i explode. NOT KIDDING.

K Bye~

2009-05-14T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today was a relief i guess, coz i finally finished my idea drawing which i pushed off for sooo long and it kept me worrying about it. Got quite miserable marks though. Oh-what-the-fuck. BUT! I gotaa thank brenda and evelyn for helping me think of stuff=) THANKS! [Damn teacher expects so much when he din teach shit about drawing]

On to electronics. I was paying attention throughout(weirdly), occasionally laughing at the stupid jokes at the back row. Consisting for ajit, cheedak poon and keng. Bunch of idiots. Haha! funny la. They just cant shut up man. Well, i guess i'm pretty much included so i better not criticise so much=.= Learnt how to combine gates today. I understood it of course. Nothing much after that.

OH YEA! SORRY WEN QIANG. I gotta do my projects with my classmates tmr. i cant go study with you. SO sorry, even though we alrd settled! =( We'll study( and maybe play soccer after that) next week okay? really sorry.

Then, was a 4 hour autocad lesson. FEAKING BORING LA. I lost all my mood halfway through. Which was when i started to think.. 'how great it would be if i was still in a class.. with bryan, yx, luqman..' those were the best times. WELL dont get me wrong or anything. i really like my new class. Great and fantastic ppl inside. But.. somehow, I suddenly felt, at that point of time, that i was doubtful of whether i could adapt. To speak the truth, I aint used to going to sch.. and shaking hand with my buddies. The shaking of hands in sec sch was , to me, a form of recognition that we know our fren's arrived. ENOUGH of that. This is why i'll die my very very best to meet the guys for soccer every week. And my autocad teacher sorta named me 'the boy who always walk around' Well, sorta true, i cant sit still during his lesson=.=

I went to The SAA which stands for something students of something alumni affairs after that to check on how to make a cca of my own. Well, the person in charge wasnt really there so they told me to come back on monday as it was closing. BUT, i got a form to roughly know what stuff are needed. i'll still need to check though. Need to name the cca! lemme see... ' STREET SOCCER FREESTYLE!' Hows that? Weird, sounds more to frestyling onli.

I'll stop here. I need to fill up the MAKE OWN CCA form. Btw, ANYONE INTERESTED IN JOINING CAN TELL ME AH. SP STUDENTS ONLI. MY TP FRENS DONT NEED ACT CUTE! Haha. You know what i mean. =)

Bye~

2009-05-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

I went to see the doctor today morning. On the way there was realy terrible. I could tell i face was like a zombie, and my movements too i bet. Waited too long( at least to me) for my turn. And my consultation lasted less than 5 minutes=.= The doctor tok my temp and it was a whopping 38.6 la. Took my Medicine and went home after that.
Then i ate some bread before my medicine, and since then everything i ate tasted like medicine to me=.= AND ITS DAMN DISGUSTING LA. So i asked my brother to buy some sweets for me. WONKA~ I kinda like the taste. I wish my medicine tasted like that. Taking so much medicine sucks! I have to take like 4 or five pilss each time ah.
I shall stop here. I'm starting to panick over my undone projects. sigh....
Bye~

2009-04-29T18:54:00.003+08:00

OH yea~ i finally learnt to spin the bowling ball! well.. A little at least. And it will go to the centre! Special thanks to chee dak and ajit. I FEEL SO HAPPY! I striked the ball with a ball that SPUN! I feel that my money's being drained though. Bowling, bowling, bowling... =.=
Wanted to go home so i went to collect my belt, and shun bian listen to the supposingly navy talk. I got a police handphone thingie though. Happy liao. Went home after that. hmm.. Cant think of what else happened. except seeing ALOT of gay shit from AJIT and CHEE DAK. Wah they ah... Can really produce hair standing actions! But chee dak's spinning bowling ball damn nice la. Strike until so cool de. I shall learn that. Heh heh.
Went home on my usually long train ride after that. Went with esther and PO0N as usual. Talked. From tanah merah onwards got kinda lonely i guess. haha!
Oh. And.. I wanna put pictures on my blog! Who can teach me?
I shall stop here until i think of something else to write next time
Bye~

2009-04-27T21:28:00.002+08:00

HAVING A TERRIBLE STOMACH ACHE RIGHT NOW.
Well, i haven been posting in like, days. Probably coz i couldnt find anything intresting to post about. SO... Its not that i have anything interesting to poat about now la BUT. Haha, Lets just say i'm in the mood right now. Something interesting happen? Maybe, I would know. You wouldnt=)
Lets just say SP has a reason for me to like alrd. Tmr, bowling.
I need to catch up with my work.. Mechanics is giving me a headache. And, learning a maths again is like torture.... I wish Mr Koh was here. He'd push me like crazy again. Not that i like it or anything. But it really worked. Okay, i need to do my homework. I shall stop here
Bye~

2009-04-21T17:08:00.002+08:00

Today was really slack la. Right now i even have time to post.
Sch started at 10 and ended at 11.30, SO SHIOK LA. So me and some class mates went to play pool. Nothing much.. I aint that good, they're better. Spent alot of money today=.= Buy lab coat, 'textbook' . So expensive ah.
I need to check on how to make a cca asap. I doubt sp got no street soccer team though. If have Street soccer cca i can just go audi=) Dont need make!
Shall stop here
Bye~

2009-04-20T21:52:00.001+08:00

OMG THANKS HNF. NO IDEA HOW YOU DID IT BUT THIS IS PERFECT=) THANKS MAN!! =)
THANK YOU HANAFI.
Okay its done thanks to hanafi. Should be back to posting in a while=)
*whew*

2009-04-20T21:19:00.001+08:00

HEY PPL. I GIVE UP. I CANT CHANGE THE THING BACK AND NOW MY LINKS ARE SCREWED UP=.= HAIZ. =(

2009-04-20T20:42:00.003+08:00

Today was the first day of sch. Somehow, it din feel like the first day of sch. I felt as though i've been in that sch for quite long alrd. Weird HUH. Hmmmm.. what to post about. OHOH! There was a 1pm to 3pm break and we went bowling. So fun=) maybe going pool tmr! I feel like such a slacker ah. Nvm. I will not slack in my studies. Have homework toda and i'm plannig to do it. YES! I SHALL STUDY PROPERLY.
I'm trying to change the sizes of stuff in my blog. It isnt going very well. =.= I feel so stupid.. so hard to change, summore scared mess things up. haiyah. i go try summore la. After my dinner that is.
Bye~

2009-04-20T15:32:00.003+08:00

I'm in sp right now. and this guy beside me is like playing his red alert and CS=.= daring ah. okay shall stop here. just had nothing to do. =)

2009-04-15T01:44:00.003+08:00

I woke up at around 10+ just now, coz i took this slight nap=) It felt good.

I then decided to on my computer and watch a movie. And hey! Xmen Origins looked cool. i went to watch it online. The quality was damn good actually. And the movie was supposed to come out on 1st may. I was wondering why the quality was so good when the movie isnt even released yet. then i noticed that it was not the complete movie=.= Well, its the whole movie. But the computer stuff was not done yet so occasionally i saw stick figures replacing logan(wolverine) It was a nice movie though. Worth going to the movie to watch. BUT! Right now i'm more interested in 17 again=)
Xmen Origins is nice! I hope i got the title right. But it was kinda weird watching the unfinished editing movie. i mean, its like seeing the wolverine jump with the strings on his back that were REALLY obvious. Well, not LIKe but it IS. I'm gonna watch it again. But it must be the full version next time.
I'm ending off here, says the fri-no-sch-boy. I think. =)

2009-04-14T00:37:00.002+08:00

Reached SP auditorium at about 8 today, okay maybe earlier. But the damn thing din start until baout 8.30! What a waste of my time. Well the Orientation was fun, with performances by the dance group and wushu. But there was this part where i fell aslepp. Which was the director of something of my school of MM. Wah so boring la. I sat in a row which had mostly girls la and so i just kept quiet.
Then we proceeded to allocation of class and going to our classrooms. I FREAKING SWEAR! MY CLASS IS SOOO BORING. Not even a quater as fun as 4e6 la. CRAP la. So sian. At least my personal tutor for the class tries his best to make a laugh once in a while. (applause for that!) The introduction was boring. Really. Except when i was asked for my secondary sch etc. I gave everyone a really sraight face and said ' I'm Galindo. I'm from Pasir Ris Secondary School. I live in PASIR RIS' Everyone's like woah, so far! To the ppl of SP, Jurong is actually near for them=.= what else... We had a tour of the sch, really hot. I was sweating. The girls in my class? not much to talk about. I'm disappointed. Nah, actually it din matter to me. Its just a hot topic. I made 2 friends in my class Ajit and Han Yu. Ajit is an indian. But he ain't cocky! good part about him. Han Yu is a legendary hand photocopier machine that onli works for comics. How good what it? I thought he phtostated the comics he had in his file, but he actually drew them. HOW SICK IS THAT? there were 2(i think) ppl who stayed bedok. maybe i could go home with them next time.
well, i'll end off with cursing the damn sch which neeeds me to be in sch this thursday by 7.15am. Which means i need to be up by 5+. WHAT SICK PERSON WOULD DEPRIVE A HEALTHY MAN'S SLEEP LIKE ME JUST TO GO SCH FOR FLAGDAY COLLECT FUNDS? WHAT THE FUCK!
I'll end off here. OH, the street soccer court kinda appeals to me. GREAT=)

2009-04-12T20:42:00.003+08:00

I kinda woke up onli at around 6+ just now=.= Wonder how i sleep so long!
Class bbq was fun! Well, the rain really made the bbq turn out really really sucky. Most of the bbq came for onli a while and left soon later. But it was good that i could meet them at least for a while. 4e6 rocks ass. I'll never forget that. No way man. For the whole bbq day, i onli ate a little. I went around talking to ppl just crapping(hey its the last time anyway) I kinda miss them alrd. Nick Luqman Wen Qiang all were like trying to start a fire for a very long time from about 5+ to dunno when. In a way, the bbq was a disaster. Funny, after the the time a effort i've wasted. I dont mind though=) it was worth it, at least ppl came. Because of the rain, we couldnt play our captain ball water bomb and whatever i wanted to play with the class=( My beanie keep being stolen! Haha, eh billabong eh. dont play play I played happy family with nick wen qiang and wei xin. Funny games we had. I was lying so much about my cards, i forgot what i needed to get from other ppl! How lame was that. So i guess i lost a game or two. FYI, we played two games.
Then practically everyone left and left me, hanafi=) ( i sorta threatened him) wen qiang, luqman, yong xiang, aizsa and melissa left. we all told alot of racist jokes at one part. I wont elaborate on that la. Stupid jokes also have(2 5cents) HAHA. We went on to play cards then. AND after that we played truth or dare. It was a perfect opportunity for ppl to dig info out of their frens la! and the dares were omg JUST THE GOD DAMN BEST I SWEAR!!! LUQMAN WAS A KILLER! Awww i think also want to laugh alrd! 'DO YOU LIKE PORNNNNN? And have you ppl heard of the train that honks like 'PORN PORN!!!' ? one thats driven by luqman of course!! Many others also! It was damn worth my time. I onli regret not videoing. even the sex exercise with wen qiang. HAHA. MAN, 4e6 rocks la. After that we just got really sleepy alrd. Its normal. And my day is well spent. I cant rmb anything else so i shall stop here
I love the class. =) too bad we din get to eat much!

2009-04-09T23:12:00.001+08:00

Feeling better now. Although still really really sucky feeling in the head.
Yay, soccer tmr.

2009-04-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

I have a really severe headache right now=(. I woke up like 4 times last time becoz it was just too painful. I've never had such hardcore headache before la! REALLY CANNOT TAHAN ALRD! The panadol seems to help a little though, thankfully. Just abt an hour or so ago, This indian came to my doorstep to ask me to sign for this letter for my auntie. (she lives with my family btw) I signed it, and i have this un-nerving feeling that i shouldnt have done that. =.= Feel SCREWED. AGAIN. Galindo galindo, when will you stop screwing up your life? I feel in delusion right now, and just now. Its like this is all a dream, but the pain is real. OW... I feel as though i drank like a tub of alchohol. Which i have never drank before in my life. But i hear it gives a really... painful hangover. Enough of that.
I went to watch Confessions Of A Shopaholic ytd. In a way, It was really boring. Yet i dont regret watching that show. Because the female lead actress did something i cant recall doing in my entire life. She did her best to amend her screw-ups. I'm gonna learn from her. That movie is more of teaching you stuff i guess. Well, there ARE funny parts,i admit. and after this movie i started to have this headache. It got worse on the way home as it rained and i decided to run home in the rain. And ah, now i find it stupid. i took off my beanie when it could help from the rain. (dint want to get it wet)
I'll stop here. cant think of what else to write.
Darn GM. Say got give away event. =.= i waited for an hour. and couldnt see anything. in the end he got drop. is everyone nvr see. i onli realized after the system message ' Dear players, the give away event has ended.' KAO!

2009-04-03T00:23:00.003+08:00

I really have no mood right now. i'm not gonna elaborate or anything but. man.. nowadays. ppl lack alot of emphathy. i dont really know if thats the right word but, we should all try to put yourself in other ppl's shoes now and then.
okay. fine i'm stupid i'm dumb i waste my time. yea. FUCK IT then. no one wants to take over my job. think its easy. go do it yourself next time. all i know is. i started this job. i'm gonna finish it. but i aint gonna do it again. and i wanna thank rui xue! i dont think she even know what shes done but thanks=)
i'm gonna meet most/some/a few of them to collect money tmr, or rather, today. i should sleep soon. currently lost all mood too!
and I prefer gratitude over sympathy. there's a difference. shall stop here.

2009-04-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

went to play cage soccer today. was fun, seeing as i never go before. came out of the cage unharmed(surprisingly). $ dolars each person? suite worth it actually. although its like 2 hours. its alrd realy tiring ah. changed to jeans and pants after that, as i had to go meet bryan after that to celebrate his birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN LIM TZE MING YOU DAMN JOKER FACE. i have a card for you bryan, so you BETTER make it on 11 spril. well should be can la. I mean, all you want is seasoned chicken wings right. PRE-seasoned chicken wings.
watched MALL COP! wahaha! was so funny! i have a better impression of uh... big built ppl alrd=) including my uncle. he's damn crappy and nonsense! and he maples=.=
went to 201 macs after the movie,crapping alll the way and all. today was fun.no doubt. =) tmr still wan go play bball. i'll see how=( so damn tired now..

2009-03-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

right now i'm posting with my laptop! wahaha. finally..

2009-03-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

I went to buy a beanie today! yay like finally. i've bveen wanting to get one for a very long time. summore my hair now like... ah beng=.=(credits to bryan) so i wanted to get one. today was fruitful. i catched up with yx and brenda. so long never meet. nice to meet again ah=) geraldine came along too! she was late coz she went to change medical report. haha so stupid la. i went with her to get last time, then now need change coz wrong date. poor thing.
i follow yx to his block and talked for a while before going to downtown. ate kfc there. wah i damn fat alrd. and my **ing gay brother dun wan go. =.=.=.=.=.=.=.= cannot tahan him some times. SERIOUSLY. okay that be all

2009-03-16T00:10:00.002+08:00

quarrels are natural i guess. but i still feel very scared when my parent argue.. =(

2009-03-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

I not feeling well today.. URGH is a good way to describe it...
i think its ...=.=
Urgh...

2009-03-14T01:57:00.000+08:00

YAY! i finally made a playlist! muahaha!

2009-03-09T03:54:00.001+08:00

i dont really know what to post here la so I'll
just
put
this!
It Ends lyrics

So clear silver moon
wind moves through my room
memories of Saturday (memories of Saturday)
slight turn of her head,
eyes down when she said,
shes goin away, goin away
i need to know this

am i the fool,
am i a victim
I'd rather know,
you'd rather kiss him, good night,
tonight, I'm blinded
i try, i tried
is this the way,
is this the way it ends

dark echoes inside,
cant sleep through the night
all the words i heard you say
(memories of Saturday)
fade over the yard,
made under the stars,
stuck down in this place,
hands on my face,
i need to know this

am i the fool,
am i a victim
I'd rather know,
you'd rather kiss him good night,
tonight, I'm blinded
i try i tried,
is this the way,
is this the way it ends

get up and chase the vision
stand up watch the world go by
ahhh ahhh
you found, feel the reason
black clouds are filling up my sky,
ahhh ahhh yeahhhhh

am i the fool,
am i the victim
I'd rather know,
you'd rather kiss him
am i the fool, am i a victim
I'd rather know
you'd rather kiss him good night
tonight I'm blinded,
i try i tried
is the way,
is this the way it ends

am i the fool, am i a victim
id rather know
you'd rather kiss him good night
tonight, I'm blinded,
i try, i tried,
is this the way it ends

Simple Lyrics.

2009-03-03T22:41:00.001+08:00

i'm helping my brother with his blog. i'm no pro but he asked me. as a brother.. =.= well at least i know at least a few ppl out there that can help me salvage it huh=) i'll try not to screww it up though. haha!
(so relieved now)

2009-03-02T09:22:00.003+08:00

I called the SP admin office just now and asked what to do. I could tell my voice was shaky la. =.= Thankfully. He said i could still do it as they extended the deadlines. HENG. So i went ahead and did it. I better make sure i din forget anything alrd. Dammn scared liao. Haha. Wah i still cant believe i forgot the online pre-enrolment la. Damn.. Anyway its over. I still need to go the SCB and do my checkup either later of maybe tmr alrd. No delaying man!
(deadlines deadline deadlines... i really dont have ANYTHING in common with them)
(yet they are one of the most impt and common things in everyone's life)
(need to change my own time own target attitude huh)
(okay i guess thats all)
(one thing i dont know though)
(why am i typing in brackets?)

2009-02-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so dead. i went to Sp today to find out if i could still go apply. and they're not open. i've never felt more like a screw up in my life. and my parents made it worse when they found out. well, they're not realy saying anything now. and right now i'm just really scared.. i also dont know why i can be so stupid man. i dunno what to say to myself. just so disappointed. currently still feeling scared but i'm just not showing it. still played metal slug with my brother. showing it makes it worse for me=( man.. I cant take this anymore.. need to call SP on monday. really scared
which reminds me, my uncle made me panick just now saying i better check the letter box. its urgent! a letter from SP. i was like shit! is it regarding the pre enrolment? i asked my bro to go open and bring up as i was panicking. my brother said he'll read it first. so when he came home with a 'chey' tone, i feel damn relieved. really really relieved. he said it was some invitation to check out the computers they are selling in SP. whew huh... then again. i guess i broght this on myself. i wanna thank tiffany and peiyun for their help i had to trouble them at night to talk to them and ask for advice. i panicked at that moment. first time i so kan jiong.
I'm gonna change.. I'll try my best to be an organised person from now onwards. i swear i never want something like this to happen again. so please.. If there's anything i wish for right now.. Is for a chance to amend my mistake. I'll never delay again.. I hope i dont screw the phone call up, or that they'll say its too late. =/ i'll be praying... to i dunno who.. just be hoping i guess..

2009-02-24T03:30:00.002+08:00

i just finished watching disgaea. There was onli 12 episodes in total. It was a short, yetdamn touching anime. well. i really love watching animes and all but... i get too sentimental after watching the last episode. and i hate it when things end. unless the ending is really a perfect cinderella story type happily ever after. THAT i wont mind=) i reallly liked that anime though. might watchi it again. Heck its onli 12 episodes anyway. haha! Now Flonne IS-JUST-SO-CUTE and Laharl IS-GOD-DAMN-COOL
Etna nvr really gave me a deep impression, no idea what i'm talking abt? give the anime a try=) maybe that might be what they should improve on in DIsgaea 2! (I AM HOPING REAL HARD FOR THAT TO COME OUT SOON) Gawd, i sound like a critic. last episodes always make me sad. =( feeling sentimental now=(=(=(=(=(=(

2009-02-22T23:38:00.003+08:00

I'm now addicted to something called Disgaea. I'm playing the psp game like crazy, and watching the episodes! Well, its a good thing i finally found something to pass my time=) but i gotta sleep early today. have to do flyer tmr=.=
(oh yea! FLONNE is cute) HAHA!
Having a bad headache right now. and my damn lymphnode or however you spell was hurting. i hope this doesnt get worse..

2009-02-19T15:38:00.001+08:00

i just watched some spongebob episodes online. Ahhh. feels like the old times when i had nickelodean and could watch it on TV. not anymore though.

2009-02-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

this might have worked.. i was just browsing through youtube and i saw this guy i used to get inspiration from. well, it isn't really 100% there. but i hope its enuf to get me started again. =)

2009-02-18T16:28:00.001+08:00

again i stay at home just so bored bored... =.= i dont even have anything to post abt..

2009-02-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

today was as boring as usual. I'm really not suited for this, Need more soccer in my life man. But its just so hard to meet now with ppl in JCs. I havent been freestyling in ages. AGES!!! i must have deproved. I guess i lost the passion for it. Crap.. i'll need to find my passion again, and i hope there is a street soccer court in SP. if not.. i swear i'll die there. maybe turn into a bookworm. *gasp!*
just watched goal 2. Watched finished goal 2 actually. stopped halfway the other time. was nice ah.. that small kid had talent, i'll admit it. i'll need to pracitce alrd. Anyone willing to be my frestyle partner? leave a tag=) we'll learn from each other!
i was thinking this while watching goal 2. How did they make the movie? with ppl like thierry henry, beckam, zidane.. etc. must have cost a bomb. either that or they just took footages of them last time and use in the movie. that would be quite cheapskate though. and if they did that. i'll have to say.. GOOD JOB. they fit so nicely. haha.
i'll have to find my passion asap. this is getting serious...

2009-02-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

firstly i want to thank sengie for helping me with the blog. she used a few mins to do what i tried to do in 3 hours. i repeat. TRIED.
hmm.. went to mr kaddykoh's house yesterday, or rather. 2 days ago since its past 12midnight.It was fun. i played majong. i think i kinda like it. mr koh was teaching some of us like some expert. blurest person? hui fang. haha. i said to mr koh that more ppl listen to him when he teach majong than he teach maths. He had nothing to say. i din win some! really really big ones. haha. and after that i have to bring my damn heavy CPU to the stupid challenger at white sands. YES MY NEW COMPUTER SPOIL AGAIN. its all my sister's fault use until dunno how then spoil. then i have to carry there. and she din even bother to follow la! Still say not her fault! sometimes these small kida can be really irritating...
After that my uncle asked me and my brother to go eat with him at downtown east. we went to eat at one place called... JustAcia or something. forgot how to spell. japanese food and some other stuff sold. they had free flow of ice cream and drinks. was damn full. my brother ate chiken chop there. he's so boring! need to try something new man! always those stuff. we then went to play some arcade after that. it ended with a trip to ntuc to refill our cabinet of snacks.(yes we have one and its really full!) but i doubt it'll last for long with me around=)okay that day kinda ended at there.

2009-02-12T14:57:00.001+08:00

gimme a moment eh? i'm not really dont with the blog yet. mean while ignore some weird stuff you see=)

2009-01-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

i'm currently at a lan shop. well, my uncle brought me and my brother here. yea i guess we were bored. i went to play viwawa with them la. haha funj to a certain extent. and i also realized how much i suck at majong. well. luckily there's the tai di. havent been blogging in like years. or months. i dont know which.my computer's been spoilt for like months and i'm kinda getting used to it.so right now i dont really know what to do with a comp. haha
there'l be an outing soon and i at hope it'll be fun. if there's error in typing just close one eye la uh. this keyboard damn hard to type! no kidding. its as though there's gum stuck inside(ew...)
which reminds me. few days back i went to 7-11. they gave me and my 2 sisters some fortune biscuits. my smallest sis ( pri 3) 's one wrote.... 'love is in the air' =.= my other sister had one saying smth like dont be afraid of the challenges ahead. MINE WROTE ' BE PREPARED FOR THE CHALLENGES AHEAD OF YOU' . Like damn!
enough of that. i'm gonna have to find myself a memcard for a sony erricson phone. 2 songs canNOT satisfy me. =(

2008-12-16T17:32:00.002+08:00

My computer spoil. i cant play. OMG so sian la. guess this explains why i so long never go online hor. psps. DAMN SIAN AH. NO COMP. k bye

2008-11-22T00:33:00.002+08:00

prom night was awesome!! haha. mr halim was having a lot of fun i guess. and yea. renay! you're supposed to act more like my prom date! haha ohwell.
this weird part when i came back from the toilet. some girls were beckoning me to faster go back to the ballroom i think. turns out i won a prize. cool. and i won a.... SHAVER!! i was like. oooo. then the guys started to say stuff like. EH GREAT YOU CAN SHAVE YOUR LEG HAIR! idiots=.=
nicholas is such a glutton. act like no one cares. haha
wen qiang the stone was prom king! he deserves it. someone willing to put up with so much embarassment to wear that haloween costume really should get it. guess he got a prom date after all. the prom queen even.
the food there wasnt that special or anything. i dint really eat much. oh renay looked so beautiful today~ i beg your pardon ppl but i just have to say it. i like her? yea i do.
then walked with renay, yx and sengie to the simei east point where we went to star bucks. wow. sengie is so generous/rich whichever! thanks sengie. partly yong xiang fault i guess? then went to the mrt station onli to find out the last train to boon lay JUST left. we could hear them repeating ' attention pasengers! the last train to boon lay has left' sheesh. sengie called her mum to fetch her and renay. in the end me and yx tagged along. wow, her mum's friendly and kind.
so i had a smooth ride home. end of my day. hee hee. the car ride.. sweeeeeet

2008-11-12T18:58:00.002+08:00

haha! at least i study today! renay and yx keep playing my psp. idiots=.= now no batt. well, good thing la. i can concentrate. guess i gotta thank them. WOOOO!! LAST PAPER. cant wait. chiong. full mark mcq!
i feel so... fat. SERIOUS SIA (YA SIA) keep eating macs. now even got the mega meal. crazy wan. good luck tmr bio kidz! haha

2008-11-11T20:19:00.001+08:00

went to macs to study today. was soooo blored. thanks to my primary school fren. i cleared a lot of doubts=) well. stone was there(suprisingly) haha.. and once again. i was seemingly non existant to a renay again. oh yea. YONG XIANG LEFT ME SOME BATT IN MY PSP!! cool. i got to play abit at home. but i need to continue studying. this is so boring...! haha. weet move melissa though. choosing that spot! haha. i was really tired today. no idea why. tired, sad,emo no diff.
now i wonder. why am i even trying so hard? i feel so tired just trying to start to help. is it that you dont trust me? afraid my opinion of you will change? i hope not. coz its so no true.
but, if you choose to keep it that way(heh heh) then i cant do anything. all i feel now is disappointment.. yea..
SIgning Off
GALINDO

2008-11-11T00:35:00.004+08:00

wow.i've never felt more wronged in my life. i cant believe you would think this way. throughout the year. i've been feeling guilt all the way. i know i cant reciprocate but heck. i settled it few days ago. heres a qn to ponder over you say you like me. yet why cant you trust me? you think i'm so cruel? i've always tried to solve it. fyi if you cant tell. few days ago i was given a choice. yet i chose the wan... for you.
yet you choose to doubt me like this. fuck man seriously. you wanna make me regret my decision? honestly speaking. its not like i've never considered. serious. but its just that.. some times.. i feel soo... ARGH. i dont know how to put it. i'm going off dont wanna talk anymore before i really start to...
Signing off, GALINDO

2008-11-11T00:31:00.003+08:00

weird. we four have studied for the past few days and past few months. going for outings. celebrate my birthday too. somehow. at the moment, i dont feel.. part of it. hai..
Signing off, GALINDO

2008-11-09T22:37:00.003+08:00

wow. there i did it. looking back. i had no idea i did that. but then gaian. evrytime i look at you and i think about it. i feel guilty. why so? i dont know.
haha. i find myself so stupid/brave or both. i dont know. but there i was yesterday on msn. having absolute zero hopes and had planned out so nicely how i should give up. and yet. on that accursed day. god chooses to make fun of me. by giving me the most dificult choice of my life. i swear. i had never felt more pressured in my life.
there i was, given the chance of my lifetime. the decision of getting a chance. and i denied that decision of hers. WOW. haha. i can imagine some ppl (min san most probabaly) saying 'wah you stupid! give up that chance' yea. i am stupid. but i know what i'm doing. it is MY decision. and for once. i dint let my indescisiveness get the better of me. i made a choice. be it good or bad. i wont look back.
heh heh. you know what this means right? from here on out. 9th november. i am a free man! well, at least for now.

2008-11-08T01:23:00.002+08:00

i feel more hardworking today. well, okay i DID play my psp but thats not the point. at least at macs, i did what i went there to do!=)
it was really noisy at macs. aint suprising. brenda's group was there. that includes. wei xin brenda geraldine peiyun and.. oh. janus. freaking noisy. thanks brenda for helping me with physics!
and this YONG XIANG! went there to play onli. haha. and i got renay addicted to the digimon game! its fun. i cant stop unless my psp no batt.
hmm. what else... oh yea! the gossiping part was fun.. right nuyiep?

2008-09-03T19:45:00.001+08:00

i feel so fucked up right now. its like i dont really know what to do. and i dont know what to do to do what i'm not doing. and i dont know whom to ask for advice. i dont know how. i wish i was the type that could just ask , but i'm not. so there i go.

2008-09-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

the reason i dont post often is not that i have nothing to post. its that after i think of what to post and i sit down in front of the computer.. i just forget. weird huh.
but this time's different. i wanna post about something. i haven forgotten it
well, firstly i thought i was a very good friend of yours. well. a best friend even. It felt really good i must add. to have some one needing you, to be able to pour all their troubles to you. it was really nice. i thought u really need me. but now, from what i see. well, i'm not a fucking gay okay. to all those fags who think this is gay, FUCK OFF. seriously. what is wrong with u. back to the topic.
haaa.. i really thought that i was seen as a good fren. well, i even had 'house calls' coz u wanted to talk to me about something.
then, well, i dunno. but it just feels as though i wasnt the best person to confide in. i'm just the ONLY person at that time. see, there came along another person. WHO, supposingly, can help you better than me. has BETTER FUCKING CONNECTIONS THAN ME. so, i now rarely talk to you about the 'probs' anymore.
OKAY. KNOW WHAT? FUCK THAT. it isnt making me angry or anything. no kidd. but..well, i just feel so 'used' maybe u learned it from 'her'. maybe eh? i wont know.
i dont wanna go into more details alrd. but tell YOU what. go a little more, just that tiny weed and go overboard. u'll see. when the other person whoms SO much better than me stops helping. i wont do anything. u can count on that.

2008-08-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

i'm kinda bored at the moent. so i'll just post crap. haha. i've heard some slogans and some funny responds to it
KFC- Its Finger Lickin' Good!
(what happens if i go there to pee?)
It's Not Tv, Its HBO
(so why buy a remote if theres onli one channel?)
i've heard a kinda quote from my friend once. it realy make mi not study! haha
The More You Study, The More You Learn.
The More You Learn, The More You Know.
The More You Know, The More You Forget.
The More You Forget, The Less You Know.
SO WHY LEARN?
okay i must be really bored. Hey u dont have to read this u know! haha

2008-08-28T23:31:00.002+08:00

thanks bryan. i appreciate the thought. but i just dont feel like doing anything.
TMR teachers day and i just remembered that i forgotten to make a card. and im so damn sian at the moment to go and do the card.. SIAN!
having really sian mood these few days. and NOPE it aint a mood swing.

2008-08-12T19:40:00.004+08:00

dammit!! b4 haiyoh! one more grade aso cannot give me. now i cant use chinese in l1b5. DAMN!!! nvm la. anyway its over.
hey, heres to all those who dint really get what u wanted. lifes like this! what to do? just move on la! got so many subjects more. anyway most of them that were feeling down after the results at least felt better. most of them were already smiling before end of banding. i'm glad. haha JIAYOU! 4E6 WILL NOT BE FALTERED BY ALL THIS MINOR OBSTACLES!
and another problem lies at hand. theres a chance of retaking my chinese.. should i? hm... i dunno. i wanna get higher. haiz. AND i need to save up LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY. so many ppl birthday coming up. that includes my father.
done posting! okay gtg. see ya.

2008-07-31T19:13:00.015+08:00

Thanks bryan for letting me go and melissa for lending me the camera! i love u guys=)here are some of the pics!

getting ready to play..

OMG WHOS THAT AT THE RIGHT?

dont know when did this happen but ouch!

COUNTERATTACK!!! (i think)

hope this aint s'pore's side!

i cant really see whats this.

so... whos gonna go in?

its a corner!!!

u should have seem him dribble!

did singapore get the ball? NAH. brazil leh

ah.. this he is, my idol!

another injury. i think this was the first wan. before the other wan. OW. again

AH!!! I HOPPE HE WAS LOOKING HERE!

DIEGO DIVES A HEADER AND GOALS!! this the onli goal i captured. sorry ppl.

this handsome guy brought me to the match!

oh yea. met brandon. look at him try to balance. haha

a pic of us! well. 2 and a half of us at least!

heres the last one. bryan and brandon was talking. okay thats pretty much it. the rest not worth showing. i dint really get to see ronaldinho inperson though. what a disappointment. but nevertheless! i'm gonna use that match as a motivation in my future FIELD and street soccer. hear that bryan? u din let mi go in vain!

2008-07-24T21:26:00.002+08:00

Bio was okay. considering that i had skipped one chapter( chpter 20 ) to study the next day, ONLI TO FIND THAT ECOLOGY WAS INCLUDED! heck la i can ans MOSt of the questions can le la. I'm a easily contented guy and i think its good=)
oh yea. reminded of something stupid. hm.. i'll say it like this. ( PSST!!! nick cant say the word SICKLE-CELL ANIMEA properly!) and I cant spell it properly! wahah. we're a team. he fumbles. go ahead. try. (i bet he practiced or sumthing alrd though)
anyway. i've been thinking. .. I've been slacking like crazy on the freestyling thing these few weeks ah. no improvement whatsoever... well, maybe have. but not up to standard.. HAI. maybe i should postpone it to after Os.. hm... ANYWAN WANTS TO LEANR FREESTYLE? after O level can go learn wif mi. P.S. i've got tips! haha. that aside. i'll jjust wanna say that.. I really hope all of the class can go to the prom night. seriously. its the last year le so try make it worthwhile la.
oh yea. having this typing problem. i cant type fast without typing wrongly. dunno why. okay. at least i updated. i'll try to do it more often.

2008-06-25T19:55:00.003+08:00

okay. i regret it. no question about it.. but, yet, what can i do right now? nothing. in chinese we can say. ren dou zhou le, hai neng zuo shen me. in short, the person is already gone. nothing much u can do about it. well. i haven shed a single tear yet.. maybe tomorrow when i attend the my grandfather's funeral.
i dunno, i cant help feeling veri helpless. just an hour ago when i was having my dinner... my uncle called mi. maybe one or 2 of u might know him, he is a veri cheerful person. always fooling around. he called looking for mi.. in between the stuttering and sniffs.. i can onli hear.. ye ye guo shi le. my onli reaction was.. orh... and my uncle put down the phone.
just yesterday, i had to help my uncle go to the doctor as he wasnt feeling well.. before that, when he came back, i say his clothes.. he was wearing the same clothes 2 days before. reason? he dint bathe. not that his dirty, he was spending the last few days in the hospital.. and I? wtf did i do? ever since sunday, i din even go there. i wanted to.. but... i just couldnt find time. i knew i couldnt complete my homework in time.
wanna know whats ironic to me? i had decided that today i cant go, i shall go tmr! i shall go to the hospital after school myself and go see my grandfather before its too late. then i recieved the phone call. i dint and dont what to do right now.. except that i have to make a letter to ask the bicycles owners to push them away as the funeral will be held below my block.
some how.. i just cant cry even though i want to.. i've lost my mood for everything. i know things will change to a certain state after this. what to do..
i hope i can concentrate tmr.

2008-06-06T21:51:00.002+08:00

today went to TJC. haha. i have nothing much to say about the bus ride since its so short. i want play monster hunter wif bryan aso cannot ah.
then at TJc was kinda amusing. i din really listen to the guy talking, i was more of decorating the freebies there. i must admit. its kinda nice=)
i wanna talk about it more ah but i cant reacall anymore. HEY AT LEAST I UPDATE RIGHT=) have a good day anyway ppl.

2008-05-29T21:28:00.002+08:00

sheeeesh.. all the pressure u ppl putting on mi. GIVE MI ABIT OF TIME OKAY! u think its easy? and melissa! u make things clear first okay. dont think i so irresponsible. okay i shall stop here. i dont wanna waste time ah.

2008-05-22T19:14:00.001+08:00

i feel better. thanks all hu helped. i guess sometimes, we just have to live wif it. thanks all my friends, i love u all=)

2008-05-20T21:38:00.004+08:00

ppl. cherish everyting u have. u might be just holding it temporarily. u might not get time to appreciate it. start now.
when u start of think of what u lack in life. what others have and u lack. and all the things u resent in life. please, my friends, also just take a moment, and just think of what u have. u may not have a psp, or an xbox or what ever luxury ur friends are enjoying. yet... when u think about it, how many of them will have a happier family? sure, u can find one wif a perfect life, wif looks, popularity, shit like that. when it comes down to it. try asking them, do u feel happy? onli a few would say yes. why? because they will aso have a lack in life. no matter how insignificant it is to u. and how important it is to them, it doesnt matter..
when u really think about it, actualy, what the rich would want, is a poor loving happy family.. and what the poor wants, wif all the fanily bonds, would want material gains... but put everyone in an position. where everyone is rich, yet doesnt get much time wif their parents, most of them would rather have a happy family.. this trend just gets worse by the generation.
i may have a psp, unlimited acess to my comp.. i thought i was happy, i thought i had a happy life. my family just was an average one too. not much talks.
after today. i really thought about it.. my dad, even mouthed OUT FUCKING WORDS like : ' dont think i wont beat u. i will, at most i go to jail. i dont care.' the more i think about it. the more pain i feel inside. i then started to get.. enlightened. morning..? no contact wif my dad.. afternn? he at work.. night when he reaches home.. i go like hi daddy!... and he just ignores mi.. okay fine, hes tired. i can accept that being a son of his.. yet. this veri day. 20th may 2008. i heard words i did not want to hear. violense i wished i had never witnessed. having to step into a situation like this is not pretty. my dad... has a bad temper, i thought it was long gone.. then.. today.. he.. u can pretty much guess the rest... brooms chairs.. anything he could grab. .. started beating my brother.. i feel so.. sad right now, all the while, i thought i was happy.. but the most important aspect of my life, my family.... just isnt the way i want it to be...
i can accept the beatings shit. but god dammit. those words. i dint believe he would ever say that kind of things. fuck it man! he's my dad.. and stuff like that just isnt dupposed to come out of his mouth. dammit dammit dammit! why why why?
im just blogging about this, not onli to hope that i wil feel better, but as an advice. cherish what u have. u never know when things might change..

2008-05-20T21:19:00.001+08:00

today was boring. went to sch, did admin stuff, attend a 'talk' then took a mid year paper. SHEESH. i need to revise my chinese le. cant slack. anyway..
IMPROVEMENT!! happy sia. finally ATW while juggling. maybe to ppl out there like nothing. but to mi? aaaawwwwww yeaaaaaaaa. haha. i will get better. u just watch.

2008-05-16T19:33:00.002+08:00

anyway. people! i wont be going to vietnam hor. thanks for everyone's help during the sports day. i really appreciate it. the moeny? give to help vietnam ppl bah. 4e6 ppl all veri kind de hor=)
and im really happy to have a class im in right now. 3 CHEERS FOR 4E6!!! last but not least, lets work hard together from now onwards! gogogo!
hm.. what else.. oh yah captain's ball was fun. could have won but.. yea. guess they lucked out huh! =p. fun match though.

2008-05-13T20:50:00.003+08:00

pasir ris park was fun today. yea. anyway. i alrd got pass the thing. had damn Fing mani things to bring la. lucky min san was free. i really wanna thank min san for helping me ah. THANKS MIN SAN. ~BEST BROS~
i went wif mellisa first played UNO. wahahaha. won 3-2. she got lucky lor the 2 wins. u can ask her=)
then just chilled on the mat andjust played tai ti and stuff.yea. once in a while got this kind of things also quite cool la. then played GTA wif renay. hm.. how to put it.. OWNAGE? yea. thats pretty much it. she didnt even know how to lock on to mi. i taught her though. (didnt seem to help) haha. she killed mi once though. so.. score.10- NEGATIVE 1
own right she killed herself=.= Then the NOOB came. HAI MEI. she ah
stand there like free target. so i took it haha.
yong xiang came later. the directions was kinda messed up so he got kinda lost. not my fault ah! was kinda funny see-ing renay cock up in the roller blading part. she damn loser la. (no offends)
i slep abit too. damn shiok ah. I LOVE PASIR RIS. i'll NVR move house man. mellisa being such a bookworm. READ AND READ. no life=p
then went home. was kinda sian ah have to carry so mani things back but it didnt matter. i reached home soon after. was a fun day=)

2008-04-26T19:53:00.001+08:00

Yes! okay my dad brought dinner home. I'm saved. some freaking idea took my ' lunch' la. which i was saving. damn my house got thief sia. sleep 2 hours wake some can lose alot of things. okay i shall go eat liao.
which reminds me. eat. sleep. eat sleep. im turning fat.damn..

2008-04-18T18:35:00.004+08:00

the fund rasing today was quite a sucess. we earned about 200+? haha. but nevertheless. it was a fun event that aso served to pull the class together.
Still, i would like to thank those in the class who have helped. im really touched. u all had no obligation to do anything. but still, every one tried their best to do stuff. well, as for mi, i tried to go around to help BUT I SO DO SUCK AT SELLING. i just went around to advertise. and sold a few. even sold to MR said. haha that was my biggest achievement yet. hell yea!
okay and seriously. thanks for all the ppl hu supported the stall im thank ful for kamram's gang hu bought some. i've said it before. every small amt of help is greatly appreciated.
AND i have some news though. if in a case the money we earn is not enuf to help subsidise mi go vietnam, i will just 'sacrifice' this time's trip la. And so the money earned will graceciously be given to the children for vietnam okay? Im sure we( people of 4e6 hu helped ) would not mind right? okay i end my post here. once again thanks. im glad to have so many friends hu are willing to support me.
(even min san was alergic to chocolate bought some) sorry min san! should have made the NON- choco de!

2008-03-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

today was freaking stressful. i had 1 test and 2 orals to worry about for the whole freaking day. i couldnt really concentrate for the day as i was feaking worried. and there was this nagging thought in my mind too
wow, physics test.. hm... happy that i answered at least some ans huh. i was relieved(kinda) after that as all i was left was wif 2 orals. i hope i can pass my physics
CHINESE ORAL-- died! sure fail de. i couldnt even read the word that appeared 4 times in the passage. want cheat aso cannot. ahhh.... die. i just dont understand why chinese seems so hard to me.
eng oral? piece of cake. at least compared to the chinese la. think my teacher( mrs lynn tan ) was lazy so she didnt really crossmuch but rather left it blank so it appears as i performed quite well=)
conclusion-- i need get new keyboard and a new soccer ball! i cant even practice wad i enjoy most tricks and freestyling!! haha. u'll see.. i'll get better.

2008-03-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

and heres a special thanks to melissa hu talked to mi on msn and helped mi. thanks i really appreciate it.. especially right now. thanks huh?
k u all better go study too.

2008-03-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

*THE FOLLOWING POST MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR MINORS*
I really feel sad right now. nothin else. a really minor reason. but heck, i'll post about it.
today started out kinda boring, chinese was mostly about learning our oral la. so.. nothin much
our bio video kinda got cancelled, but yea, i was pretty nergetic during the first 5 lessons.
maths? the ususal CRAP by hu else but our old time joker, mr koh.
then came the... wait.. oh yea.
ENGLISH. well.same thing.oral practice. ppl hu alrd took their oral were called up to the front. they were asked to be the examiners of the rest
well, nicholas and yong xiang kinda alrd took theirs, so.. i sat there, deciding hu the other guy, hu cant pair wif mi as i pair wif onli one of them, will pair with the one left out. THAT.. was assuming they actually wanted to go wif mi la. yea!
nick, went with brenda.. so fast sia! go out of room liao, the yx was forced to go wif mei shan. hah. i felt really isolated at that time. i felt so betrayed, so angry. then, i went over to the bryan they all there, and tried to find a partner. guess wad? ALL BOOOKED!! YAY!!!. F-U-C-K. ws damn pissed. lucky chin leong was there. and then, aiza came. her oral ws today, so i let her go 1st. really pissed
i was expecting at least one would.. u know.. offer? to do my oral? well, guess nothin really does go your way sometimes. hai.
now, all i feel is disappointment.. really. i am their friend. im sure anyone yea sure. ANYONE out there would feel the same way. GO ON AHEAD. call mi gay, say i exagerrate. or wadeva. kay. i dont give a fuck. just imagine. the friends whom u really enjoy going with just deserts u.and to u, it seems as though they really didnt even think about whether i might be able to get a partner anot. yx, i dont mind. his words really touched mi. i dont blame him. in fact i dont blame anyone. the nger i had during then is now onli disappointment. of how they are able to.. ah crap. forget it. the more i say. the more i wan cry. GAY? YEA THANKS. im a person that really values friendship okay. i will go for my friends 1st. and all i had hoped was just for them to try the same. TRY.. i just dont get it. and then, after that. all i heard from nicholas was all about how we can solve this 'problem' together, gues wad. it really isnt about solving the problem. its really how u came to a decison so fast. and didnt try thinking about mi. i have no mood to study alrd, even though another good friend of mine told mi to ignore this studies more impt. but i will though. for myself
guess eng has alot to write right? yea. i'll stop here need go study

2008-03-22T01:49:00.001+08:00

hey ppl. its now 1.50 in the morning and i know its late but i dont feel like sleeping. today i had a fun game of multiplayer Ghost Recon wif min san! damn seh damn fun ah must teamwork wan u know~
was supposed to go lan shop and play soccer after that but i kinda got lazy. k i go watch my show liao( anime la =.= sick asses HAHA)

2008-03-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

i hav absolutly no idea why u are acting thi way. but well.. yea. it might actually be better this way. its not about loaing face or anyting, its just that the ppl around mi are starting to piss mi off. just make a point to either so the clear truth. or just dont write anyting at all. if it matter to u, fine. i wont go ur blog again. u changed the name anyway. so i wont bother. dont wori.

okay next. im gonna just post a few words.
WHAT THE **** IS THIS GOH YEW HENG GALINDO DOING FOR HIS CT??? Argh. i really wanna slap myself. its not i nvr study sia. wtf! nvm. i swear i wont let it happen again.

2008-03-02T14:54:00.002+08:00

oh yes! like finally! i have tried to fix this goddamn fucking internet for like 5 whole days already! man.. i now realised i wasted so mush time actually doing this. wah lau!! out of internet for 5 days. to mi, i tink i just realised someting important.
i have undoubtly developed a reliance on this technology. i couldnt do anyting right for the past few days. okay i'll stop here. im not gonna waste anymore time! must go play alrd!(hee hee)

SO DISAPPOINTED

2008-02-21T19:01:00.002+08:00

firstly. CRAP!!!. i am like so disappointed with myself la. the english summary. i onli got like 8/ 25 for my summary. okay. sori but ppl, i just wanna say wad the FK am i doing? okay forget that. tmr bio. evrywan go study and good luck!

2008-02-18T20:53:00.002+08:00

today i had to literally endure the day. went to sch feeling REALLY sick ah. the english test? i tink i fail ler. i was so lethargic and my head hurted so much i could think straight. luckily the medicine started to work at about 11.15. i know because i was taking the SS test i suddenly felt much better. i could write my ans quite fluently. then i just probably just stoned thru ace period.
after that got pressured to go for chinese remedial. wow, could onli bear the first part of the remedial. then wen thome(as usual) but this time realli felt like i could faint anytime. i could not realli listen to yong xiang's lectures about his maple=.=
tehn went hoome and first ting i did was to check my temperature. i thought i was REALLI sick when i say like 37.8 degrees. then the temperature kept rising and reached 38.7! wow. i was really.. how do i put this. .. in delusion? someting like that. haha then slept for 3 hours and TRUED to eat. well. more of swallowed. guess i'll stop here. i'll go study my e.maths

2008-02-17T18:52:00.002+08:00

wel.. suffice to say. this matter has been affecting us. well.. not us onli perhaps, this matter is probably affecting all those around us.
firstly, i admit.. this is probably MY fault to start wif. i nvr should have treated u so well in the first place. maybe thats wad caused all the mixed unsure emotions inside you. i truely sincerely apologize. but still.. i would wan to clarify someting. i realli want to remain as friends. going a step further? im so sori. i realli enjoy the times we can spend together as friends. i am sure u tink that way to. i just wanna live my sec 4 life normally. just joke around wif my friends, meet them, have fun, study together of coz.. i dont noe whether u got think this way anot. but i still gotta say it.i have been trying to make you give up hope so long ago. im realli sori tings has to go like that. u are my fren. i really want it to remain that way.
since the first time i have been trying to make you giv u. i have been having the fear that i might one day hav to go like.. 'i'm sori, i like her' or sumting liddat. which is why i would rather u forget this so called feeling that makes u feel this way.
conclusion: lets just remain friens kay?

2008-01-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

okay. ill just post a short wan before i go to bed. its been a kinda boring day in sch. nothin much to do. either that or i have not been listening properly in class. well, im trying and i just finished my homework. and i dont really noe wad to say right noe except. . yea. all work hard together.and oh yea. I really hate it when dis happens. i have this whole load of bullshit to type whenever i am NOT using the comp. then i go to blogger.com, BOFF!!! all gone! wad the heck. and heres to that particular person. not that anyway will read dis. why dont u. for once just try start the talking. its not like im not trying ah. its take 2 hands clap. using onli 1 hand is is for snapping. ppl wan hear clapping. not snapping. get that. k bye

2008-01-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

yea. i lagged. nvr post for so long. wonder whethers theres anywan reading it anyway. so i didnt quite bother. then. i kinda realized. if thats the case. then just post ah. secret=). HAHA. i am gonna try stay up late today. tmr must wake up 6 plus. no special reason. just wan go lan( fine i noe its o level T.T) cut a small boy some slack okay? ha. ncc. wad a waste of time. stay in room play psp. okay thats all i wanted to say. i'll try post nxt time. which reminds mi. work hard fellow sec 4s! we can do dis!

w0w

2007-10-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

ytd i made my mark. hehahe. dun talk abt that lah. anyway. i todae no tingie on sia... can die.. no one at home. so bored... than siblings in sch.

ok that is all. ikinda forgot wad i wanted to say. HAHA

2007-10-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

thanks alot.. now my mood is gone. i dun blame u.. i mean like. its seriously my fault for being like that. but.. sumhow. i just cant really.. how do i put this.. back to the point. bb mood. why couldnt u just wait for fri? u just HAd to tell u didnt u. now i cant enjoy properly le. u tink like funny. tell mi now. rub in my face or sumting. but. hey. seriously. tink ah. i could hav like stayed happi that the exams are over for the nxt 2 days.. but. U. nvm forget it. lets drop that topic.

Todae went to play badminton and basketball. from 11 to 5. wow. thats long. anyway. haha>> won chin leong barely in badminton. expected. before tat i fought yong xiang. then i shack(correct?) le. basketball. BASKET they leave mi wif the gals. wah lau. kana owned. but at least we fared quite good lah. ok thats all. sori. no m00d....

2007-09-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

i hav a felling of exictment yet fear right now. i noe i haven posted for a veri long time. sori to those hu came to see dis. anyways still the same ting. good luk and dun giv up! do gd in exams then play like crazy kays? and btw, on my right<< is just a picture i wan show u ppl. cool rite? hehe
~Toushirou Hitsugaya~
rocks...

2007-09-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

okay. end of year is coming liao. good luck to wveryone out dere. hope u guys can et best results. strange though. i feel no stress. hm.. i better start studying. if not my end of year like my CAs like that... DIE LE.. ok good luk ppl!

2007-08-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

2007-08-10T01:32:00.000+08:00

dis is just too cool. IM SURE U ALL AGREE!!! ROAR! hm... soo u all agree? cool. i noe. just cool. HAHA.

ignore mi if u want to. im just bored.

2007-08-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

yay... its like 1.30am in the morning and im still on! currently no one online except bryan and geraldine... sian. nvm. i will win de. i bet they 2am go le...^.^ COMFIRM WAN! anyways. toade went to play the whole dae.. went to my frens house then play badminton and scoccer all the way. i owned of course. no doubt. total trashing! muahaha. fun though. ok written and gone....~~~~

sori min hui. thx min san

2007-07-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

hm... 4 days since my last post. well.. i cant really say things hav been going great these few days.. but first of all. a veri big thank you to min san my best fren!! he chose dis cool theme. hm. the previous theme was overwritten i tink. sori min hui! but i wont forget ur hard work!! today ncc was slack. i felt abit sick today so just report sick lor. throat on fire man! not the cool way too! soo CRAP just CRAP. well. i can onli say the part b SUCKS! i tink they ah.. wah.. *BLANK* nothin to say man. sigh.. my hand tired le. i go watch bleach.

2007-07-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

finally its done.. i want to thank min hui hu help mi, hu doesnt even noe how to change a blogskin or add in a tag board onli ting... hm... no link nvm. i'll get tat sorted out sooner or later. THX AGAIN MIN HUI!!! dis is soooo much better

2007-07-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

oh yah DY went too. HOW COULD I FORGET THE BIRTHDAE BOY?? forgive mi DY...

2007-07-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

2007-07-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

kinda busy these few daes.. well.. i went to a movie todae "DIEHARD 4.0" wif leslie, jaron, YX, CK and the gals. cool sia the guy soo hard to die wan!! use a car to kill a chopper? crazy but worked-.-'' anyway i haven changed my blogskin i noe it sucks! but.. i kinda forgot how to change it... anytips ppl? i dun even hav a tagboard... SIAN.

my blog is finally open?

2007-07-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

uh... dis is just a new blog soo i noe it practically lacks in evryting but, i'll try my best to change it.. forgive mi in/for the time being K?
hehe. abt todae. ncc was tiring as usual. but i kinda expected less lor. i mean like. we are like. sergents now? and like we still hav to join in the drills and PT. crap lah! we dint work our butt of the last 2 and a half years just for dis rite guys? nvm! i wan a better role nxt time k leslie? coz log sucks! soo boring. i wanna make the part B cry. hehe. kk im done here.